I wrote the letter to mum about my dad, and that I wanted to know who he was and the cirucmstances around it.

I cried as I wrote it. I didn't realise that it was so hard for me.

I've left the note by the kettle and I've sent her a text so that when she gets home it'll be there. I'll be at my evening job, it's going to be nerve wracking when I get back in at 7.

I kinda want to go and move it. My stomach is all twisted and I'm scared.

Do I want to know? Am I about to really hurt her feelings?

I've made the first move, all I can do now is wait!

Alexa
xxx