Yesterday my ex leo came over. We chatted for a while. He took me to McDonalds - though I know it's against my low sugar diet - and then we went for a walk with the dog.
It was really suprising actually as when we were together he hated walking the dog with me. I don't know if he now cares, or if he's trying to make himself look better than before. Maybe he's just changed. But we walked the dog for about 2 hours and chatted all the while.
It was realy nice to talk about anything from our favourite bands, to deep feelings etc. I miss him as a friend, so it's nice that we've finally got to a stage after 2 years that we can be close as friends,and I don't feel like he's trying to come onto me at al or emotionally black mail me.
He's currently heartbroken over a girl he likes who is a bit flighty to put a polite word to it. She's currently seeing his best mate even though she said she wanted to be with Leo. But now he can't in all consciousness get with her even if he really likes her after she's been with his best friend and he knows his best friend has really deep feelings for her and he doesn't want to hurt him like that at all. It's nice to findthat some people still have old fashioned, rather caring, morals.
I hope that he finds someone soon. He deserves someone. It's funny as he used to say that he would never find anyone else but now he's slept with more people than me. Not sure how many, I never felt I was close enough to ask him, but maybe now I can!
I think he also had sex with a prostitute in Amsterdam just after we broke up. Some of his mates who hadn't yet had sex lost their virginity to prostitues as well. =S I just see sex as a loving actt, so I find it hard to imagine people sharing their bodies with anyone at any time. I've done that once and I didn't like it. In fact I was going for the relationship, whereas the guy just wanted sex. =S Oh well, life changes.
Alexa
xxx
